I see the world for what it is. I see what wonders God has given us. I see the beauty that is life.

I see the world for what it is. I see what atrocities mankind has done. I see the horrors yet to come.

I see the world for what it is. I see the sorrow we all hold. I see the sadness we dare not show.

I see the world for what it is. I see the masks the people wear. I see the veils they hide behind.

I see the world for what it is. I see my heart and how it breaks. I know not how much my soul can take Read more

who's to say they gon' bury me old?

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Am I lazy? I don't have a problem with working and school. But what are we working for. I wish I had more time for family and friends. I sincerely disbelieve, if I am afforded the opportunity to reflect on my life before my passing, that my thoughts will consist of regretting not spending more time studying, or in school, or at work. I know it's silly of me to even think such the following things, but I guess I'm just a lazy dreamer.
1. Sometimes I look up at the clouds and literally wish I could leap into the air and take a stroll through one. I also imagine that they're huge castles or tanks and what fun it would be to pilot one.
2. I wish I could walk on the bottom of the ocean, find a nice spot to take a nap, wake up, do some under water yoga. Things like that.
3.I want to be able to transform into a few animals of my choice.
4. I'd like to run really fast and jump really high.
5. I'd really enjoy being a ghost of sorts, being able to travel through time and space. Not to interfere with any happenings but simply to observe passively.

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sometimes
i just lose hope
faith
motive
will
everything
i lose it all
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still waters run deep

and i'm the beast beneath the ocean

in the depths where it's coldest;

come stir my waters

i'll eat you at the surface

and take you to my world

come feast in the depth of my soul

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i'm not supposed to talk about it

but why do i feel it

i guess i'll keep quiet

and remember never to reveal it

they want me to conceal it

but eye always see it

i guess i'll keep it quiet

and try not to feel it

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I wade through the tall grass

I hear them scream as they flush past

'They' say demons lay wait in the jungle brush

I tell 'them' hush and heed the rush

I spark my flame and set to blaze

Feel your eyes and they begin to glaze

Mend the sky the smoke as it rises

Demons delight in our vice

Amongst the ashes I fall

No one hears my waning calls

The wind blows and with it the fire goes

But these ashes have become stone

The darkness is cold yet never grows old

Now we wait, we lay, and wait.

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Does God exist?

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the rant

Please bear with me guys, but I have a lot on my mind. I don't know how – nor do I really want to – organize it all, that's why I've entitled this post as the rant.

So yeah, i guess i'll start by saying, i believe EVERYTHING is temporary. So SMILE and i don't mean put on a front but dont get unduly depressed by your current situation, because i promise it is only temporary. regardless of what you believe i'll tell you these truths, don't let your situation break you, but if it does break you use that as a building block and come back strong, like they say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. But if your situation does kill you i hope you've made the right choices in life, because heaven and hell are real and they aren't temporary. and if you'd like to argue that they're not, please don't because in that case it really doesn't matter, but i'd rather not take that risk and find out the hard way.

And umm, someone said to me they feel like a loser because they didnt have a date/boyfriend.
Why are you so dumb? the fact that you think you NEED someone to make you feel better/wanted makes you a loser. OH and learn how to take a hint... damn it.

but sorry for this slop here guys, it won't happen again.

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Something New or Maybe It's Old?

Asher Roth - sort of a new name in the industry, he's been around for a while but he's just blowing up now with singles such as "I love college" as of right now that probably my favorite track of his. But i like his style and i like what he's doing. It's pretty good stuff, has that old school feel to it. I suggest you give him a listen or two, doubt you'll regret it.

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God = Universe || Universe = God

I know this seems random, but this was a bit of the chaos my brain theorized one day while I wasn't paying attention in lecture.

So if you're not understanding I have this theory about God being the Universe and the Universe is God.

Before I go any further I feel it is necessary to make readers aware that I am not questioning or trying to make any new theories here, It was just a random thought floating around in my head, and my mind took it and ran with it.

Alright, basically science says the earth is billions of years old, most take that to be fact. Religion says that in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth, but it does not give a time estimate for the age of the earth. It seems that both would agree that the Universe/God was here before measurable time, and the earth was created in an unexplainable process.

So after the earth was created what happened? Well the Bible says that the earth was dull and without form, if I'm not mistaken science agrees with this also. The bible says that "The Spirit of God moved across the waters," In the beginning the universe would have moved across the waters in the same fashion. I would continue, but I'd rather view some feed back first, what do you guys think about this rather brief expression of my theory?

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Drama & Gossip

Words that anyone who would consider them self and adult should dread to be associated with.

At least that's my opinion...

People are constantly complaining about how stressful life is, so why is it, that the stressors that we could most easily rid from our lives, we choose to hold on too? I understand why kids and teenagers have their petty dramas growing-up, but at a certain point shouldn't we leave those things alone? I am one who would dare to say my life is 98% drama/gossip free. Why? Because it makes sense to live that drama free!

I don't believe I have a legitimate "beef" or grudge with anyone in this world. So why do so many adults have so many issues with other adults? I'm thinking it's because a lot of us have not actually grown-up, so we try to keep other people stuck in a state of childhood by bringing drama into their lives.

Or I suppose it's the cool thing to do (or have), after all, that's basically all we see and hear in the media. EVERY rapper has to have a beef, otherwise they're doing something wrong. I've heard people say "If you don't have a hater, find one, because haters mean you're doing something right." That makes absolutely no sense to me, but I guess that why I'm writing to you today. Is there anyone who would like to explain the worlds, or should I say "American Society's" obsession with keeping unnecessary stress (stress being drama&gossip) in their lives? Care to discuss?

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